determined to be thin.

I don't want to be skinny for anyone but myself. I want the confidence to wear whatever I like. Run in a bikini and not wobble, wear tight tops/ dresses and not look pregnant. Sit down and not have fat bulge over my pants. Have a gap between my thighs, slim arms and a flat stomach. I want collar bones I can feel, I want to see my huge hip bones when I lay down and I want a tiny waist for boys to put their arms around. I want to feel beautiful.
Starting weight: 76kg
Current weight: 73kg
Goal weight #1: 70kg
Goal weight #2: 60kg
Goal weight #3: 50kg
Ultimate goal weight: When I feel perfect.